Tomorrow is the day

I’m out like tight rolled jeans in the morning.  Oh and still going bat shit crazy.  Wish me luck.

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Scared shitless..

Yep that’s about my general feeling right now.  I.am.freaking.out!  Seriously.  I leave Sunday and I’m pretty sure that my stomach has been in my throat since yesterday.  I have just a general feeling of anxiety and craziness.  Oddly it’s made nothing that Ayden does annoying though, but that is just for the simple fact that [...]

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Happy Anti-Valentines Day

Okay so I’m not bitter.  Promise.  Actually I am very much in love right now.  But that doesn’t mean I have to like Valentines Day.  I think it is a shallow holiday meant to drive men crazy and piss women off.  When you are little it’s all fun, you get to go to school pass [...]

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It’s the final count down…

Ohhh my.  The sooner it gets to leaving the more freaked out I get.  I can’t even think straight of everything that I might be forgetting, I have a list but I swear I am forgetting to put something on it.  I just can’t figure out what that something is.  I probably shouldn’t be this [...]

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Stay gone

I have people in my past that I would prefer to remain there.  Just one really.  Oh was he my everything.  He made me feel on top of the world…..and eventually he tore my world to shreds.  That’s life I suppose.  There was a 10 year history with him and finally I had enough of [...]

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A big pile of side effects.

So I smoke.  Bad habit, horrible habit, unhealthy blah, blah friggin’ blah.  Yeah I know.  I’ve tried to quit a ton of times and the last time I was successful was about 9 years ago and I took Zyban.  This time I went to the Dr. and he said to try Chantix…good enough.  I’ve read [...]

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